In today’s first reading, Acts 9: 31-42, Peter, totally
transformed by the outpouring of the Spirit upon him at Pentecost, is an
instrument in the hands of Christ, healing the sick, the paralyzed, raising
those who have died and proclaiming Jesus’ resurrection. He is doing everything
in the name of Jesus, the Son of God, the Holy One whom he had denied, whom he
had challenged when He spoke of going up to Jerusalem to be killed by the chief
priests and leaders of the people, the man who jumped in to the waters to walk
to Jesus and sunk out of fear of the elements, the one who chopped off the
soldier’s ear, and the one who locked himself in the upper room out of fear of
the Jews. Now, baptized in the Spirit,
he feared no one and never said “no” to Jesus again. He opened his mind, his
heart and his will to the Spirit of Christ leading him, strengthening him,
challenging him to act in His name without fear, without giving in to
weaknesses, without pride, knowing, beyond doubt, that only in Christ Jesus is
his salvation and only in Christ Jesus does he do the will of the Father.
The same is true for us. Apart from Jesus, relying upon our
own strength, we, too, will challenge God, complain against God, begin a
project and abandon it when the going gets tough. We, too, relying only on
ourselves, are prone to deny the Lord in crucial circumstances or to engage in
behaviors that are contrary to what God expects of us. On the other hands, with
Jesus, nothing is impossible because we are acting as ones dependent on grace
and grace alone. We, too, will get across the troubled waters of our lives only
when we humbly call out for help. We will leave our comfort zones only because
we are empowered by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit, sent my Jesus, to take
possession of our minds, our will, our hearts.
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