In today’s first reading, Sirach 42: 15-25, Sirach is filled with awe at God’s
creation: “At God’s word were his works brought into being; they do his will as he
has ordained for them.” As I meditated on the phrase , I thought of
humankind. Of all of God’s creation, we are the ones to whom God gave freedom.
We can choose to do the will of God or to follow our own will. As I grappled
with the reality that I often choose my own will over God’s and then thought of
the disasters in the world because of our ability to make choices contrary to
God’ will, the Lord broke into my musings and said to me through His Spirit within me:
My will is that you
have free will. I delight in that creation of you. Yes, I know that you choose your
will over mine many times. In that, you learn to be obedient to my will. The
suffering that follows your refusal to love sacrificially, to live the life of a
disciple, teaches you to follow your Master. I built that dynamic within you. Grace
will ultimately triumph over nature. I made it that way. Am I sad to see you, or anyone else,
choose your will over mine? Yes, but I love you unconditionally and will not
take away your freedom. It is in learning to choose rightly that you will become truly free. I cherish that dynamic in my creation of humankind.
Jesus, you delight in each member of Isis, in those perpetuating
human trafficking, drug trafficking, slave labor, abortion and so many other
corrupt practices? I delight in every person I created. Each is my son/daughter. I gave each free
will, as I did you. Each who chooses as Isis does or any other person making
poor or sinful choices saddens me, especially if they choose to go their own
way as Judas did. I don’t delight in anyone making choices that lead to
perdition but I delight in the person I created, even when their potential of
becoming the person I intended them to become is thwarted. So, too, when the
person I intended you to become is thwarted when you choose pride over
humility, selfishness over generosity, deceit over truth, prejudice over
openness, nastiness over kindness, I am saddened but my love for you remains
unconditional. I always delight in you. And ultimately grace will triumph over
evil in you!
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