"In God I trust; I shall not fear," we pray in today's responsorial psalm. In the first reading, 1 Sam 18: 6-9; 19: 1-7, Saul's son Jonathan cautions David to hide--"[m]y father Saul is trying to kill you. ...[P]lease be on your guard tomorrow morning." So David hides! Jonathan positions himself close to his father that morning so that he can intercede on behalf of David. Jonathan knows that his father is jealous of David, whom, upon his return from killing Goliath and 10s of thousands of Philistines out to harm the nation of Israel, is lauded for his accomplishment. In the process, the people credit Saul for killing less of Israel's enemies.
Jealousy is a powerful force and gone unchecked can lead to disastrous results. People can lose their lives and murderers their freedom. Chaos abounds for all in this web of jealousy. God protects his servant David as well as his servant Saul, using Jonathan, Saul's son, to challenge him. "Let not your majesty sin against his servant David, for he has committed no offense against you, but has helped you very much by his deeds." Saul listens and David is now safe in his service to Saul.
Like Saul, you and I may, at times, need someone who will intervene for us when jealousy or other unruly passions consume us and we are out to berate another: bring harm to them by verbally For some of us that is a spiritual director, a confessor, a dear friend, a sibling, a school counselor, a teacher). For all of us, thank God, Jesus is that person. Jesus is always on our side. Jesus will destroy "death" in us and "bring life to light [within us] through the Gospel" (Today's gospel Acclamation).
God, forgive me when I let jealousy or any other human passion get the best of me and rule my thoughts and actions. I pray for the grace to be open to the person/s You send to me to challenge my thinking when I am off base. May I also be open to holy reading that will redirect my thinking, to taking time to sit in Your holy presence in a church or chapel or in my room gazing into your face upon the cross and allowing You to gaze upon me in love and mercy, transforming whatever disorder has taken hold me and purifying my heart of sinful inclinations!
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