Imagine yourself in the scene of today's Gospel, Mark 10: 32-45: You are on the way with Jesus to Jerusalem. On the way Jesus tells you that He is going to be handed over to the chief priests, to Gentiles--unbelievers--who are going to condemn Him to death, mock Him, spit upon Him, scourge Him, and crucify Him and in three days He will rise from the dead! JESUS, who has become your best friend. You have fallen in love with Him. For three years you have hung on His every word. You witnessed His healings, His raising people from the dead, giving sight to the blind and hearing to the deaf. You have seen Him cast out demons and challenge those who condemn others. You yourself have been challenged to live a life of service to others, to forgive others, not seven times but seventy times seven times. You had meals with Jesus. You've seen Him walk on water and calm storms, literal ones and emotional ones! And He tells you of His impending crucifixion at the hands of unbelievers! He tells you that His end is near! Life with Him, as you know it, will be over soon!
Imagine your conversation with Jesus following this information. It goes something like this:
No, Jesus! This is not possible. It will not happen. I will not let it happen.
It will happen. It is my Father's will.
No! It cannot be Your Father's will. No Father would want this for His Son.
You do not understand.
Yes, I do. It cannot happen. It will not happen! I won't let it happen.
In the midst of my suffering, you will flee out of fright. On the hill of my crucifixion, you will be no where to be found.
Jesus! No, no, no. It cannot be.
It must happen, __(your name),________________. Through my death I will ransom you from eternal death. Three days after my death, I will rise from the the dead and return to My Father, from where I will send you the Holy Spirit, who will teach you all things. Then, through the power of the Holy Spirit, you are to travel throughout the whole world and baptize all peoples in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.
My Lord and My God!