“There is an appointed
time for everything, and a time for everything under the heavens” we read in
today’s first reading, Eccl 3: 1-11. How
difficult for us to comprehend the Wisdom of God. I don’t understand, for
instance, why my mother was taken from
the family when four of my siblings were still in grade school and I was still
a teenager. I don’t understand why evil persists in the world, why men and
women struggle desperately and still face foreclosures; why children,
adolescents and young adults are kidnapped and sold into the sex slave, drugged
and raped. I don’t understand why women, many times, are treated like second class citizens,
less than male counterparts, in the world
and in the church when Jesus did not treat women that way. I don’t understand why earthquakes, famines,
hurricanes, tornadoes, forest fires and other natural disasters strike so often. Perhaps the answer is in the reason God was
crucified, tortured and made subject to death. That seems senseless, too, to a
faithless heart. Faith tells us,
however, that Jesus’ death was the key to life, eternal life, salvation and a
restoration of our relationship with God and one another. Time takes on
infinite meaning in the Timeless One. So all those things I don’t understand
contain the Seed of Timelessness, the Seed that will bear new life in time. In all the incomprehensible facts of life, God’s work is being accomplished with us not
knowing, most of the time (cf. Eccl
3:1-11). As Soren Kirkegaard once said: Life is a mystery to be lived, not
a problem to be solved. And how
challenging it is to live with life’s mysteries, especially the mysteries of
our faith and the mystery of persistent injustices in the world and in the
church, especially among men and women
who profess to be following the way Jesus modeled for us.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Setting our Agendas Aside
In today’s Gospel, Luke
9: 7-9, Luke tells us about Herod the Tetrarch, who is concerned that John the Baptist, whom he beheaded has returned to life.
John was a threat to Herod—“Don’t tell me he is back,” Herod must have
wondered. “I want to see him.” He is
motivated by fear, jealousy, envy. Jesus
is an enemy as was John the Baptist who confronted his immorality.
You and I are not
different from Herod. When you and I have made choices that we know are wrong,
we, too, fear being exposed. We know
when our ambitions are false, based on jealousy, envy and pride. In those times, the ego avoids
confrontations. We do not want to be put
in a position where we come up short. That is human nature at work, not the
work of the Spirit.
Jesus knew Herod’s
heart. When they came face to face in
court, Jesus had nothing to say to him. Herod’s heart was hardened. His eyes
blinded. His ears deaf to the Word of God, to Truth. He had already compromised
his integrity in the worst possible way:
taking the life of a human being to save face. And nothing had really changed—hence
the fear of John the Baptist returning to haunt him in the person of Jesus.
We may ask ourselves: are
we using religion, religious life, priesthood, marriage, our job or positions
for the wrong reasons? Do we want to see Jesus out of curiosity? Do we want to
be or do whatever to advance our personal agendas?
To know the answer to those
questions, we need to be honest with ourselves
in the solitude of our hearts. We need to be willing to expose ourselves to
grace, to THE Word of God, to lay bare my innermost thoughts before God and
allow God to change us. The agendas we
push forward with God are the same agendas we push forward in our day to day
affairs (cf. Mt 25: 31-46--“Whatsoever
you do to the least of my brothers and sisters, you do unto me.” That
translates into “However you approach your brother and sister, you approach me”).
Yes, living religion
sincerely, living our lives with integrity, is very challenging. It involves total
transformation into the mind of Christ. Our personal agendas need to be set
aside for God’s agenda. That is hard to
do and can only be done through the Spirit working within us freely.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Proclaimers of the Kingdom
Today’s first reading,
Proverbs 30: 5-9, begins with the statement: “Every word of God is tested…” You and I are not THE Word of God but a
word of God. Every day, our faith, our
trust, our love, our humility, our truthfulness, our altruism, our strength,
our obedience to the will of God is tested.
We are assured in many places in the Scriptures, including today’s first
reading, that God shields us, protects us.
We are a word of
God spoken by God when we were conceived in our mother’s womb. As Jesus tells us in today’s Gospel (Lk 9:
1-6), we were sent into the world “to proclaim the Kingdom of God.” We do that by our lives, that is, by loving
God by loving ourselves and others, who God also sent into the world to be His
servants. As a word of God, as
God’s servant, God equips us with what we need to carry out His will (cf. Luke
9: 1-6). Just as Jesus summoned “the Twelve and gave them power and authority,”
so, too, he summons you and I, giving us the power and authority to be His
disciples, doing even greater things than Jesus did (cf.Jn 14: 12) if we
believe in Christ. Jesus also warns us,
however, that we are sent into this world as sheep among wolves(Mt. 10: 16). Just as He
was persecuted in proclaiming the Kingdom, so, too, will we be persecuted as
His servants. No servant is greater than his or her master (cf. Jn. 15:20).
Why, then, do we cringe
when difficulties cross our paths? Have we forgotten Jesus’ caution and that we
are His followers, doing the work He did and for which He sent us? Have we lost
sight of the fact that God will shield us as we pass through “the fire,” and
give us the strength He gave the apostles and all of the saints before us?
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Total surrender to the Will of God
Today's readings, Proverbs 21: 1-6, 10-13 and Luke 8:19-21, give us profound teachings about those who surrender totally to the will of God, as did His mother Mary; those who listen, first of all, to the directions of the Holy Spirit rising from the depth of their beings, and, second of all, to directions coming from outside sources, viewing those from the perspective of Jesus' prayer: "May they all be one, just as, Father, you are in me and I am in you, so that they also may be in us, so that the world may believe it was you who sent me" (Jn 17: 21).
Directions coming from our Source are always about being in love with that which fosters union, promotes well-being, respects the integrity of the other and treats the other as one who is of God, created in the image of God and sent into our lives as God's messenger. To act out of love requires flexibility of us, not rigid conformity to external commands. "We are not machines programmed to obey God's commands 'according to the letter' of the law" (Word Among Us, September 2012, p. 45). When we force ourselves into robotic obedience, the soil of our hearts become hardened, rocky, and impervious to grace. Our heart, then, does not remain, in the words of Proverbs 21: 1, "...a stream...in the hand of the Lord." Consequently, the Lord, respecting our free will, is not able to direct our hearts wherever the Lord wills (cf Proverbs 21:1). May our prayer be: Lord, make my heart like "a stream" in your hands that you are able to direct in accord with Your holy will and which You are able to use to build up the kingdom of love, mercy, justice, and peace in a world filled with violence, hatred, and selfish ambitions.
Directions coming from our Source are always about being in love with that which fosters union, promotes well-being, respects the integrity of the other and treats the other as one who is of God, created in the image of God and sent into our lives as God's messenger. To act out of love requires flexibility of us, not rigid conformity to external commands. "We are not machines programmed to obey God's commands 'according to the letter' of the law" (Word Among Us, September 2012, p. 45). When we force ourselves into robotic obedience, the soil of our hearts become hardened, rocky, and impervious to grace. Our heart, then, does not remain, in the words of Proverbs 21: 1, "...a stream...in the hand of the Lord." Consequently, the Lord, respecting our free will, is not able to direct our hearts wherever the Lord wills (cf Proverbs 21:1). May our prayer be: Lord, make my heart like "a stream" in your hands that you are able to direct in accord with Your holy will and which You are able to use to build up the kingdom of love, mercy, justice, and peace in a world filled with violence, hatred, and selfish ambitions.
Monday, September 24, 2012
To Anyone Who Has, More Will Be Given
In today’s Gospel, Luke 8: 16-18, is that baffling statement: “To anyone who
has, more will be given and from the one who has not, even what he seems to
have will be taken away.” That sounds so
harsh. Why would those with little lose the little they have. “How fair is
that?” we complain. If we put Jesus’
words in the context of taking time to pray or reflect upon the Word of God or
to do “sacred” reading—taking 5, 10, 15,
20 minutes a day to nurture our faith—the little faith we have will increase.
If we do not spend any time in prayer during the day or in weekly communal worship, the little faith we have
will shrink. The same holds true
concerning other gifts. Let’s say that I say to myself, “I have nothing to give”
and so I give nothing. I don’t go to the wake. I don’t go to the Bible study. I
don’t pitch in at the soup kitchen. I don’t take time to listen to my children
or I don’t take time to help my spouse or my children—“my helping won’t matter”
or whatever excuse we use. The little we
have, then, shrinks. On the other hands, if we give the little we have, if we
reach out to another in compassion, though we may not know what to do or say
that would be helpful, our reaching out is rewarded. We discover how rich it was to be present and
show support to another person who is hurting or how appreciative one is to
whom we offered our assistance and with
whom we pitched in to help. We may have
said little or done little, so it seems, but the person is eternally grateful
that we dropped by to say hello, “how are you doing” or that we cleaned up the
dishes or mowed the lawn or took out the garbage without being asked. The little we had to give—our love, our
compassion, our concern, our understanding-- increased to having even more to
give
Saturday, September 22, 2012
The power of prayer
In the psalm of today’s
liturgy, Ps. 56, we pray: “For you have
rescued me from death, my feet, too, from stumbling; that I may walk before God
in the light of the living.” And the
Gospel, Luke 8: 4-15, speaks of the parable of the sower, spreading seed. Some
seed fell where it was trampled upon and eaten up by birds. Some seed fell on
rocky ground and did not grow while other seed fell among thorns and was choked
off. Still other seed fell on rich ground, grew and produced rich fruit.
We are challenged to be “rich
soil,” that is soil filled with nutrients, fertilized, moistened, open to God’s
outpouring graces, nurtured by our living of the faith, of our imitation of
Christ, of our practicing the Beatitudes and loving God with all our heart, all
our soul, all our strength and all our mind and our neighbor as ourselves (cf.
Lk 10:27).
This morning I brought “the
fertilizer” of a particular experience to the Lord in prayer. I was grappling
with the request to attend a fundraiser to support homeless shelters run by one
of my fellow Sisters. I was resisting
with the excuse: I know no one. I do not want to give up a weekend, etc.. With reservation, I asked the Lord for
feedback, as I was also feeling selfish for not feeling gung-ho about attending
and I was also afraid of the Lord’s answer.
The Lord challenged me for being
the “rich man” looking at Lazarus at his gate and doing nothing. I realized the
invitation to attend this fundraiser was an opportunity for me to participate
in the ministry to the homeless, a ministry that gives these unfortunate
persons a chance to regain their dignity, learn ways to save money, find jobs
and take themselves off the street. In
short, the Lord “rescued me from death,
my feet, too, from stumbling; that I may walk before God in the light of the
living.”
In truth, prayer transforms rocky soil into receptive soil,
rescues seeds choked off by a zillion excuses (thorns in the spiritual life)
and transplants them into soil receptive to graces. Taking time to consult with
the Lord enables all of us to be changed by the Living Word of God, a Word that
cuts to the marrow of our bones, revealing our sinful, selfish motives. That
can be risky and maybe the reason, many times, we keep busy and don’t take time
to listen to the Lord in prayer.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Following Christ
Today we celebrate the
feast of St. Matthew, a tax collector and a very wealthy man, called to ministry with Jesus. Tax collectors were despised in the Jewish
culture. They were considered sinners in
that they cheated the people in their payment of taxes to the Romans. Jesus spotted Matthew at his tax collecting
post and said to Him: “Follow me”(Mt. 9: 9-13). Matthew immediately left his lucrative business
and became a disciple of Jesus. That,
too, abhorred the people. “What was Jesus thinking anyway? Does He not know who
this man is?” were probably thoughts that crowded into people’s minds.
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